grumble and bumble and whine

feeling a little out of sorts today
ok a lot out of sorts

sorry

i don't get how you hurt someone you love
and someone who has loved you and put themselves
out there for you and extended themselves to you
and cared for you - who has invested years of
thier lives and special occasions and shared
so much ... how can you hurt them and sit back
and not "feel" anything?? I do not understand.
Some emotions I think I feel more than others.
I am tenderhearted. Just don't get it. Open up,
say what you think or feel - say I AM SORRY when
you screwed up. Say THANK YOU when you are greatful.
I could go on and on but the lesson is - open up and
speak and remember others might need to hear a simple
expression of emotions. today, I am not ok with how
i have been blown off.

i don't get how you don't STOP in a crosswalk, at a
school, in a school zone, when a student is crossing
holding a giant orange flag. HOW does that happen?
how does a BUS hit a kid on a bike?

i don't understand teenagers are so ungrateful. so demanding.
so self centered. so terribly disrespectful and rude
to the people who brought them into this world, feeds
and clothes them and LETS THEM DRIVE THIER CARS!!!!!!
grrr.

i don't get any of it today - i feel grumpy and whiney
and like crawling in a hole all to myself. i don't like
feeling this way - AT ALL :O(