working on it

i keep telling everyone "i am working on it" as far as the half marathon goes
but the reality is that i have not been working HARD on it and i need to be

so, if i tell you i am working on it - chew me out and tell me to WORK HARDER

ok? :O)

in the meantime, i am working hard at finding my strength and ambition and drive
and finding what means the most to me in all this training process and quite frankly it feels good to think about ME for a bit right now