love hate

Having a love hate thing with real estate agents.
On one hand, my best friend Lisa is a real estate agent.
A good one. A great one! A REALLY TALENTED ONE!
On the other hand there are evil underhanded nasty ones.
The one selling my home is one. UGH!

I am not happy right now. Dealing with a lot of CRUD
via the real estate thing. So if I whine and boob
and complain, that is why.

comparisons

So, in the past I have posted my comparison
photos of how heavy I
was to how much I've lost. This time I am giving
myself some push
and inspiration. The photos are from last spring
when I was at my
LOWEST weight... then there is the recent one
from last month. See
the difference? Espeically in my face :O(
So depressing. However,
I am working hard at getting back down and
then some! I am going
to get back down - and then move on and up
to my bigger goal! !!!!!

:O) Happy Sunday!
DarlaLOU

Body Blast

(Darla, Lisa Brown, Nari Mendenhall Cosmic Bowling Jan 2010)



Doesn't that sound pleasant? BODY BLAST? I mean realllly!?
So, I am off this a.m. to a church workout session with
a lady that teaches fitness classes and I am about to do
30 Min Body Blast with Jeanne Rose
Scary. Yes, scary. I am a-scared for my life. Honest.
I don't usually do well in "group" fitness so this worries
me a lot. But I will go and I will do my best to kill
myself and sweat like a maniac in front of 10 or so women
that I barely know.
WHY?
Not sure, but I am willing to try anything (mostly) once.
Actually, there are a lot of reasons why, but one is this
photo. Holy crap! I had fun that night but I was SO self
conscious of how I was looking. I felt very very fat
and I can see the extra weight in my face BIG TIME so I guess
THAT is WHY. I want to be back down to where I was a few
months ago... when I felt great about myself!!! I know I can
do it, it is just getting there again and the work and determination
that I need to put forth.

I told them if I fall over and die to bring my body home
so Ed won't worry too much where I am at. What a good wifey I am.

So.... if this is the last time I post - I hope it is historic
enough that you will all at least remember me and that I died
trying. :O)

Have a GREAT "hump" day all -
Darla